i wish something would happen but i know it never will. its like walking down a road knowing that its a dead end but having that little bit of hope that there might be something. you hope that somethings going to happen but you are always dissappointed in the end. are you wasting your time?you don't want to but you don't think you could ever waste something on him. he's too wonderful and funny and beautiful. you don't want to risk the awesome friendship that you have. you decide that you'd rather be great friends forever than go out and never speak to each other again. and you keep that mindset and then he walks in the room and you have to start over again....